23 Jan 2009

She had the world

It’s been so long, about 1 year ago. I’d stayed in Japan for studied. This is my last day in Japan, good bye guys. I’ll meet my old-guys. Boohoo! I missed you so long, Ry. And I’m going to airport, and I’ve landing in America, Las Vegas. Oh mine. Home sweet home.

“dude!!” I’m screaming when I am here, my queen home.

So I take my bag, big bags and more and my awesome pinky bag. And someone scream my name.

“HANA! HERE I STAND FOR YOU!” OMG, heart beating. I almost die. Let me see who the fuck is that. And I turn my head to behind and slowly. He is…

Ryan Ross. Oh my boy! Just speechless. No word. With his white skin so beautiful, and his brown eyes who always make me melting, his beautiful voice. And I go to him with my weird smile. He’s smiling at me yes he is my boyfriend *LOL

“God! How are you?!” He said and touch my hair. I am stuck

“ Uh.. I’m good Ry. How can you get here? I thought you’ll forget the date I being here”

“ Duh, you don’t know it. Cause you shouldn’t ask that bullshit to me”

“ Tell me” I’m so curious.

“ Well, I still love you.. ’Till now. I’d just put the date on my phone”

“That’s cool”

“ Don’t cry, we’re just having fun now! See ? you are beside me” He said, then my weird smile is back and he kiss me for a while. “Now we go, come on!” He pull my big bag until we are in his red-sport car. And he opening the door for me. God, I really miss him (: Can’t believe now his long hair are gone, I love his new cut hair. Sexy and short and looks fit for him. Thanks god

I can’t stop look outside, too much magic. So different than one year ago. Awesome. Beautiful, yeah this is my home! Me and my family and also my Ryan J

“Call me Rychu” He said. With his smile so fucking adorable

“ No I won’t babe” I’m joking.

“ Why not? You say you will! Does you remember? Like it was one year ago or more or whatever we met and I loved you and we were dating and see? Do you? You want me to make a special name and you WILL call me then”

“ Hahaha hell yes my banana rychu’s pants. Of course yes. How could I forget, Ry?”

“ Aww.. I love you. Your word make me melting. So, stop it I don’t need that. I just need you beside me”

“Ha. I will my babe. Then you should it too, I want you beside me now and forever”

“ Yeah me too” and he kiss me and my blood’s stopping. I can’t breathe

“ Hana?”

“Yes?”

“ I know, you want say something”

“ Ah. Where did you know?”

“ Cez I am yours. You are my lungs and my heart now. I can’t life without my heart and I can breathe without my lungs. Than you! I’m very proud to say you love me too”

“ Aw Ry. I’m so so so so sorry to you. I don’t like you.” My face being sad like I guilty.

“NO! I DON’T WANNA HEAR IT IF YOU HAVE A SUCKING DICK BOYFRIEND ON JAPAN!! NO NO NO!” He’s screaming. What a crazy. He close his a pair of ears with his hand.

“ HEY LISTEN TO ME! NO I AM NOT RYCHU” So I make he looks relax, yeah I did “No I don’t like you. But I love you”

“ shit you. Sorry I was mad, I was afraid to lost you again” He reached my hang, he hold my hand. So do I.

“ Thanks. I’m so sorry for 1 year I was stay in Japan. So sorry”

“ No you must NOT apologize to me. See? I’m safe without you. Yaa.. you know. I’ve been missing you so bad” Ry said.

“ Don’t say it again, I was too. It was like alone, really alone without you”

“ Don’t you not alone? You were stay with your mother and sister ryt?”

“ Yes I did. But what the meaning of life without you in my life? Like there’s no.. nothing”

“ Thank you” He hold my hand, harder. Omj I miss him so bad

“ Now you go out take a rest. You are here” He open the door to me, and he open garage and take my all bag. With no thought, I’m running to my room. Wow.. So cool.

Freaking cool here, my sweet room. Full of Panic At The Disco’s poster, and all of those my favorite band. And I nap on my bed.

“ Thank you” I said to him.

“ You are very welcome, now you should go to sleep. It’s 4 o’clock. Would you go out with me? Or you want take a rest?” He asked to me.

“ Ah I want with you. No one here, I’m afraid. What time by the way?”

“ About 7 pm o’clock baby, really? You would?”

“ Yes I’m sure”

“ OK. I’ll pick you at 6.30 o’clock. Bye then” He kissed my check.

I am very tired, so I go to sleep. Before I sleep, I went to change my clothes. I was dreaming about Brendon Urie. I missed him. How’s Brendon? He is my friend, best friend. He is Ryan’s bestfriend too. They were in my dream too, so cute. Good stuff. I’m really missing him. It was beautiful. And I heard someone knock my door, with my messy hair and my old clothes I open the door.

“Hi” Ryan stand on my door.

“ Oh Hi. Come on in” And we walk to my TV’ room. “Wait. I wanna change my clothes before, 15 minutes”

“ OK. Take care!”

“ What the fuck?” I know he’s joking, like I won’t safe for reach my room

1 comment:

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